Sunday, February 17, 2013

NiNi's Documentary

Just when we thought that NiNi couldn't get any more popular, the queen of pop went ahead and released a 90 minute autobiographical documentary on her life which aired last night on HBO. In it there are very touching moments like one part where she revealed what she called the "Saddest day of her life" which is when she had a miscarriage when she first got pregnant. and she revealed that she went in the studio to write a sad song about it because that is the only way she knew how to deal with it, and the result of that was the song we all know which is called "Why" At the time we didn't know what that song was referring too, but now we understand why she sounded so emotional in that song. "It was a heartbeat, so happy, I even felt kicking!, then next week I go to the doctor, no heartbeat.....It was the saddest day of my life, only thing I could do is go pour out my emotions in the studio surrounded by my friends, and that became the song "Why" which is the saddest song I've ever recorded" says NiNi in a voice-over. She also showed us home footage of her enormous pregnant belly and while she was pregnant but still on stage performing and still in the studio recording, which told us one thing, SHE IS NOT HUMAN! lol....She shows her on the beach laid out with her belly poking out and she was singing to her belly. She also speaks about why she had to let go of her producer Polo, and speaks on the artists who has been dropped, and she says "At first I used to be nervous about how people would think of me, they might think I'm too difficult, so I didn't speak on much, but now I DON'T care, I feel if you know the way something should go, go for it, the others will thank you later" Says NiNi and she also revealed that everything from how her shows are set up, how her videos are, how her music sounds is quote "All Me" she directs and produces everything that she does, because she feels she knows herself better than anyone else. There are some goofy moments in the film, such as NiNi and Nicki acting stupid at the label putting on their British accents together bothering the security guards and the artists and making everyone laugh. She also states the relationship she has with her artists "I'm very hard on them, but not any harder than what they are used too, but they all know I love them, we have disagreements many times, and maybe even arguments but they love me and I love them, they know why I'm hard on them, and they respect and appreciate it, Im very proud of them" she says in another voice over. She also says that people look at her as being scary or mean, but she says the high demands of her job make her that way, but in reality she is a nice person and quote "Anyone who really knows me knows I'm not a bitch like how people make me out to be" She shows her crying, she shows her singing in the shower (no nudity of course) although she does have a towel wrapped around her, and she shows her going to meetings and setting up shows with her tour buddy and recording songs and the hard process she goes through to bring us all the things up that we love from her. She shows how she organizes her PW line and how she makes clothes and how she works with charities to provide those less fortunate. The president also makes a brief appearance in the film and shows her performance at his inauguration. There is so many personal things shown and revealed, and she speaks on things that she never spoke of to anyone, mainly her husband and children and says they are "The greatest thing in my life" any of you guys who don't have cable and wasn't able to catch the most powerful documentary of the year, click here to check it out~ and to NiNi, we love your life even more, because you show us that at times you aren't human, but despite your queen and Hollywood status you show you are human first and we love how well you open up. Congrats!

23 comments:

johnny1 said...

omg that was the best movie or documentary what ever u wanna call it that ive ever seen made me look at her so different she seems so sweet and polite in relaity i see this job really does make her crazy cuz she dont act like that when she at work lol

johnny1 said...

she always gets gushy when she talks about her fam thats cute to me i still wish she wouldve shown her kids besides her husband no offense bieth

johnny1 said...

at least she showed us when she was pregnant this is footage that no one ever seen before

johnny1 said...

damn that camera been following her around for years obviously

johnny1 said...

yea she says that in the movie she says this documentary has been in the making for 6 years and she had cameras follow her around or she recorded herself at times

johnny1 said...

thats cool

johnny1 said...

I like when she goes to church and prays in front of jesus i guess that pretty much kills those illumanti rumors about her thats good cuz i was suspicious.....its nice to see these celebs giving theirselves to the higher power that they are supposed to give themselves to

johnny1 said...

ummm. she been killed those rumors about her even b4 she made this damn documentary dude so wth are u talking about??????

johnny1 said...

doesnt matter she still was doing shit that seemed evil and dark like her shows and her videos but anyway that really wasnt meant for anyone to respond too

johnny1 said...

just shut the hell up damn always somebody that gotta kill it

johnny1 said...

that was really nice i so cried when she revealed she lost her baby and she was in the studio crying that really got to me she looked so sad sitting there crying in the studio glad u finally got ur babies tho queen

johnny1 said...

yea that was like the saddest part of the movie i love the clips of her being young playing with bees and dirt lol she looked so damn cute and her singing voice back then was amazing too she sounded like a grown ass woman when she started singing lol

johnny1 said...

yea she was a cute lil kid and she could sing even way back then she was destined to be a queen that shows from when she was younger

johnny1 said...

damn she went through 6 different labels??? i didnt know that at all

johnny1 said...

yup in the movie she reveals she started with columbia, then moved to def jam, then she went to young money, then run records, then Solo Star records (solange's old label) and that was her last label before she took over Ye's label and turned it into PSR it was pretty cool to see all the work she had to go thru to get to where she is at and to get psr where its at it seemed like she went thru hell to get here

johnny1 said...

she did it wasnt 1 2 3

johnny1 said...

awesome nini with this movie and then ur album next month aint nobody gonna be able to touch u ever again in the status department cuz ur status is about to go higher ur about to be mj or t2pac after that album

johnny1 said...

huh? shes bigger than mike (rip) biggie (rip) and 2pac (rip) all put together bro only person she gotta get bigger than now is russel simmons

johnny1 said...

ohh..i didnt know that damn lol well i think she will get bigger than russel once her status goes up more after all this stuff she got coming

johnny1 said...

yeah me too tho her status already went up due to the inuaguration, her grammy performance and this movie, and its still going up that album of hers is just gonna be the icing on the cake and thats gonna rise her way higher

johnny1 said...

yup congrats nini im so proud of u im hooked now more than ever lol

johnny1 said...

i call that obsessed

johnny1 said...

idc what u call it